Wednesday, April 13, 2011
School is starting on 18th April 2011.
And I am not a wee bit excited about it.
I will be back into my turtle shell,
into an unfamiliar, strange environment.
I am not glad about it.
I appealed out of Food Science,
and got into Civil Engineering with Business.
Yes, as usual, flow with the current.
I dont want to do anything that will upset my mum.
So I'll continue to live my life as a puppet till... I dont know when.
My life as a puppet isnt that bad.
I get what i want and i dont have to care about things
But my live is just.. ridiculous.
I bought a new lappy from SP, registered and prepared the documents,
blah blah blah.
and my mum asked:
"Why not you try registering for a private university?
My friends say dot.dot university is recognised and is good.
You dont have to go engineering maybe can choose medical line..."
So what is this now?
I got into food science which requires better grade as compared to civil engineering
and she got upset over it.
BECAUSE OF HER RESPONSE,
I pondered and wondered.
I still chose what she wants in the end.
And?
Didnt she realise that she has wasted alot of my time ?
sigh.
After SP, if i dont get into local university,
I will not continue studying anymore I guess.
I am sick of everything.
Can the world just end next year as predicted?
Thanks.
