Monday, September 20, 2010
i dont know what's with me..
im SURE that im NOT the one at fault.
it's all mum's senseless comments that agitated me.
she claimed that i didnt listen properly before making comments.
but the fact is she just wanted to rant; she didnt want any comment.
and being my mum for 20 years,
she should've known that jeslyn toh WILL MAKE COMMENTS FOR SURE
especially if it concerns someone i hated all along..
bootlickers thrive in all trades, im serious. and MARK MY WORDS.
alas, the fortune teller has already warned my mum that im a source of trouble.
i'll be a burden to her.
i dont know what has that got to mean
and what did i actually do that made me a source of trouble..
after doing whatever i can to help her..
even altering my academic path..
i feel that all my effort has gone down the drain..
having to escaped that 2years is making me waste 4 years..
if i were more determined,
and be ignorant of her feelings then,
i'd have chosen another path..
so tell me,
what's the result of being sensitive to other people's feelings?
see for yourself..
if you cant, im stating it now..
you'll only hurt yourself..
so,
JESLYN TOH, in the end, you're just a BURDEN.
serve you right for being "WAH-SO-GUAI" in your OWN context
nobody cares please.
